"Livin Free Like Me"... sorta

Well I'm back in my Apartment now and I tell you i have never slept better in my entire life... hold that thought. oh crap dammit i may have spoken too soon. ok this new girl aint goin to be able to hack it so i guess i'm prettty screwed i have to go back over ther i'm sure that's what it will come to GRRRR can nothing go right to day?!!!

First and Foremost

Yo back in the blogesphere it's been quite a while so let me see if i can still do this. ok so just a little ketchup lol get it ketch up instead of catch up ok never mind i know it was stupid lol. ok graduated job corps had 3 jobs since i've been back and i am loving this third job even though it pays less then the other job i had but that job sucked. anyway i just turned 21 on march 13 and well it's kinda cool to be able to go finally be able to go into the bar section of a sports bar lol but other then that a bunch of my friends just want me to buy them alcohol and i'm like uhhhh maybe... then again maybe not. i am so happy i was able to quit drinking for like 3 years and wow that was a long time cause i really wanted to drink and have a good time with the rest of my family but all well a promise is a promise and if ya ask me i think it was a stupid promise on my part but to those who care at least you know that when i say i promise i mean it.
ok so i am currently watching a couple f kids till their mother gets back in julyish man it seems so far away but i said i would so i am she joined the national gaurd and is in boot camp right now. i figure since i aint goin to join nothin then at least i can help those who are. well i have been hangin with a few friends like every week and it just kinda seems like we are just killin time waiting for something spectacular to come along and take us on a journey... it aintr goin to happen unless we make it happen but it's still fun chillin with them. lets see what else can i tell ya? oh ummm i'm engaged!!! i know this girl called me at like 3 in the moring and asked what i thought about her and i getting together in a more serious relationship the we previously had i was first shocked and still kinda groggy and i can't believe you are still reading this i'm so lying to ya lol butcha know ya kinda believed it for a bit didn't ya. lol }:)> it's goin to be a good year cya 'round kidz.